Today is full of bad luck. The end.

Shall head to bed early and end the day.

I was reading a book about sexuality and STDs and I realised my beloved mom never did talk to me about sex.

I guess that was never a person who did told you or any child about sex. Which then leads to curiousity to try it out and think that it is something fun to do. Teens and youth are never educated on the dangers of unprotected sex and the “downside” of sex. Maybe they do teach in school but with all the external sources of sex related stuff can be misleading.

Porn websites are popping up like nobody’s business. As I was reading this book, it does make me wonder about orgasms and the lustful world behind that comes along with it. A beautiful thing, an orgasm can be. How do I know? Internet. I looked through the amount of websites I can ffind whilst typing “XXX” and poof! A million and one came up.

Which leads me to the next thing. We cannot stop people from having sex, especially the youths and the teens when there are so many things that corrupts their minute, innocent brains. We can only educate them.

It might be better off if a parent can speak to their child about sex. That orgasm may not be the only thing. After that split moment of high, are you ready to deal with the complications that comes along with it? What if you have a baby? What if the guy (let’s not be sexist but NORMALLY IT IS THE UNFAITHFUL MALE SPECIES) or girl is unclean. What if she have AIDS/SYPHILLIS that cannot be seen with naked eye? It is not like cold sore or gonorrhea or herpes. It may be chlaymdia! Or worse, the fatal HIV. All these comes without symptoms and there is no way one can tell without proper blood tests done.

Hence, why don’t you prevent and be a responsible partner? A condom does not deprive please. It had been made to enhance it. A nutty professor (now he is into experimenting with hydrogen to make it useful like fuel) came up with the ESPIRE spiral/shell shaped condoms. The spiral shape creates more friction and is thicker (which means larger penis size) to help the female get more pleasure out of love making.

Plus, thicker condom means longer sex as the guy takes more time to feel the sensation. Girls on average takes about 30 minutes to reach the ooohhhh-so-high climax. Men usually don’t last that long, hence, by numbing their sensation, you get more. So force a cap on your man today!

If you decide not to have long sex and want something more natural, use the ESPIRE 0.03j condom. It is thin, like it’s name, 0.03j and the “j” means a warm lubricating jelly that comes along with it. It is also more pleasurable as the lubrating jelly creates more warmth. Rumoured to be more enhancing in the love making session.

Also, you can opt for the ESPIRE hot caps. It is also warm like the 0.03j except that it is 0.04mm thick. A combination of the spiral AND the warm jelly.

With so many choices, why not use one?

It would be so uncool to be diagnosed with STD and leaving your world upside down. It is heart breaking. Really.

To top it off, I have to totally show you the whole range of ESPIRE condom. They are nicely packed so you don’t feel awkward while plucking them off the shelves!

I actually wanted to post some pictures of STDs but then it would make you all lose your lunch appetite. Hence, I decide not to.

Imagine a rotting cauliflower on a male’s genitals. EEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWW. Or a rotting abalone on a female’s. SSSSSCCCCCCCRRRRRRREEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMM WITH ME!

With new knowledge you have of sex, it makes you think twice before jumping into the moment of folly. =)

I went to enquire on a course and guess what? I am accepted! Lol. Am so excited. Am going to study forever and ever and never coming out of school. 

Lol. Espire condom’s is all about safe sex.

Remember, there is no other way to protect yourself from STDs, HIV or unwanted pregnancies (well, you can  use the diaphram, conceptrative pills, etc BUT that is besides the point).

I have a story to share. There was one girl working as a maid and she had sex with a bangala. She got syphillis as a result of it. UNPROTECTED SEX!

I know I can never prevent people from having sex but people, do have responsible sex. You dont want to wake up one day being a father. Or a victim to STDs.

Syphillis jabs are really painful, trust me. I seen loads of china women having the jabs and walking out as though they had their bottoms bitten off. Not worth the risk, yo!

Hence, always remember to practice safe sex.

Espire also have plenty of new condoms used to enhance pleasure for both the male and the female parties. Hence, there is no reason to say no to condoms.

I’d use a condom if I ever have a partner. If you want to be cool, USE A CONDOM. It is not cool being a daddy before marridge. Not cool at all.

I was walking home today. Panting hard and fast, listening to the ipod that was blasting with techno.

I could feel the immense heat around me as I walked briskly down the road. I fell. Sprained my ankle and throbbing pain engulfed me. I continued walking. No time for pain, I thought.

I reached home, just before the 10 o’clock news start.

Lol. Damn bo liao… I decided to write a thriller….

“I was walking home today……” I typed.

This is like so cool.

I got my own MTV now!

Lol. Am totally so excited about my life now.

I hope my pageant runs well though… Having problems with sponsorships. So interested sponsors please please look for me!

I sat down on train today and thought about life. I do love life as much as I love potatoes (oooh, I love them to bits and pieces). However, I got a past that makes my life living hell, BUT I handled it well, giving all the circumstances to be dealt with. So many chances, yes I could have had someone else.

But thank god, he taught me how to grow up. How to start my own business. Thanks to him, I got the basic knowledge of how to run a pageant. Hence, IF you were to ask him if I hate him, my answer is no.

He taught me the best of everything. And he made me learn how to fly. For without him, I learnt that my smile has never been more bright and that my brain have never been smarter an eyes more awake to see.

I am thankful. He will always be a buried part of me.

Now I have moved on. For the girls out there who got your heart broken and your fingers burnt in relationships, think about how you lived before he stepped into your life.

Learn to free yourself out of the grey prison and learn to fly. You can do it for I did it. Be strong andd remember, NO ONE IS WORTH YOU CRYING OVER. Cry if you must, but remember that the world would never stop turning. Keep writing to me as I enjoy reading your emails.

Learn to fly and soar like a butterfly for you are worth every beauty of life and someone will cherish you like how you cherish him. For those who don’t, they can jolly well die. =)

Here are some pictures at the Club4paws. Will be there again next week – definately! Had so much fun there!

Baby was a meanie and bullied all the dogs there with her constant mischief. Meanieeeeeeeeeeeeee. Tried to hump all the other male dogs too! Hum sup lo!

I went to ben and jerry’s today and to the Mad about Singlish talk.

the sisters whom are fans of mine