This is like so cool.
I got my own MTV now!
Lol. Am totally so excited about my life now.
I hope my pageant runs well though… Having problems with sponsorships. So interested sponsors please please look for me!
I sat down on train today and thought about life. I do love life as much as I love potatoes (oooh, I love them to bits and pieces). However, I got a past that makes my life living hell, BUT I handled it well, giving all the circumstances to be dealt with. So many chances, yes I could have had someone else.
But thank god, he taught me how to grow up. How to start my own business. Thanks to him, I got the basic knowledge of how to run a pageant. Hence, IF you were to ask him if I hate him, my answer is no.
He taught me the best of everything. And he made me learn how to fly. For without him, I learnt that my smile has never been more bright and that my brain have never been smarter an eyes more awake to see.
I am thankful. He will always be a buried part of me.
Now I have moved on. For the girls out there who got your heart broken and your fingers burnt in relationships, think about how you lived before he stepped into your life.
Learn to free yourself out of the grey prison and learn to fly. You can do it for I did it. Be strong andd remember, NO ONE IS WORTH YOU CRYING OVER. Cry if you must, but remember that the world would never stop turning. Keep writing to me as I enjoy reading your emails.
Learn to fly and soar like a butterfly for you are worth every beauty of life and someone will cherish you like how you cherish him. For those who don’t, they can jolly well die. =)
