Date and I have been meeting up frequently.

Am now so loving the attention. Lol.

Realized it is actually pretty sweet to be courted. Muahahahahaha.

Slept for 20 hours and am still sleepy. God knows why.

Have to search for jobs already! CANNOT BE LAZY ANYMORE!

Love is like water
In it’s purest form, it is an affection
Express through the things and people we treasure
Like water, which all life-forms on Earth depend on it
Without it, one will be dull and wither ultimately

Water can be contain in many vessels
Just like Love can be express through many forms
Like love for your Family, Friends, Faith and the Flame of your Life
Love is enrich by pouring in a chalice of care
Or add flavour like spicing up with a pinch of passion

When love turns cold, it freezes like water
Unbearable to the touch, and brittle in its form
It will shatters when hit hard, unable to return to it form
But it will goes back to it purest form
When surrounded with warmth

-by dear daniel. thank you for the lovely poem.

Today’s date with Date was to the Haato Ice cream at Ridgewood close.

Fabulous food. Waffles with cookies and cream ice cream and 2 maple syrup as usual and with brownie and cookies and cream ice cream.

Baby have much fun pounding on people too. Bad dog. Tied her around my leg and she practically pried me off the chair. Lol.

Some photos of my studies last time.

Don’t laugh at the toot toot me.

studying seriously

smiles

cheery me

with spectacles

That is me at home. And I am so going to fail accounts.

Got my first date for the year and was super excited. He is pretty cute, by the way. Lol. Am still feeling the jitters and having goosebumps standing on ends. My date was nice. He drove me to Downtown East from Jurong. And he is an Eastern boy. He could have just met me there. But nevertheless, I wanted to try out the Escape Theme Park’s rides. Disappointment! Where are all the top-sy turvy roller coasters? None at all. When I stepped into the place, my jaw was on the floor. What the hell! So small, so confined and so… creepy. They have a haunted house, in case you don’t already know.

at the enterance to the Escape Theme Park

Disappointment and I want to cry

the water rides aren't that bad after all

I got myself and Date soaking wet. Lol. The haunted house is really creepy, I swear I can cry already. I can never take the woo-woo stuff, you know! Am a cry baby at heart…

Next stop, we actually went to the floating platform but there were way too many people and I don’t feel like being nice to wait so we head off to Jurong hill.

myv view of the Jurong hill

Have you even heard of that place? No? Neither have I.

However, GOOD FOOD!!!

the che preparing foodie

much missed yummies

cooking in fast style

chop chop on the run

playing with fire

really huge fire from the beef he is cooking

The food is really nice. I was busy eating and forgot about the pictures. The beef (mine was medium) is good and chewy, plus lovely view!

with the desert menu

with a view fit for the king.

And being a dog lover himself, Date took me to daddy’s office to bring home Baby! She have definitely gone bigger!

with the cam on the floor

So pretty little Husky, what do you want for your birthday? Daddy’s not here with us anymore. Mommy’s got to move on with life too. But Baby’s choice matters too. Am crazy but this is real. I swear she understands every word that I had said and all my sorrows poured out to her. Ok, not that bad but I tried to bond with her. At least when she sees me sad, she’ll do a funny face that makes me go,”awwwwww”.

She is snoring now and lying on her back like some contented man after having sex. Baby must be having a wet dream as she is twitching her leg like how she does it when I stroke her belly.

Dogs, do dream as well, ok! My husky is a smart dog and hence, explaining the stress of being a counsellor-she must go through.

xoxo

I sure die already. SUB Paper for accounts is gone case. Am there as a class clown, clad in pyjamas and heels and happily, confidently that the  questions I prepared for will come out. However!!!! You all know la. Die man. I shall sleep on it. And act innocent when dad and mom comes back.

Shit, my daddy reads my blog….. Lol.

Just showered and am feeling fresh.

Now time to study!

Ahem…. Play with my camera a while first ok?

my beautiful wall with meanings

my lecture's note view of me

my view of the lecture notes

trying to multi task

your ugly, yet happy, yours truly

Now I can finally settle down  and study. Exam in less than a day’s time! Na bei.

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To you,

Day two already! Got -counting calendar- exactly 27 more days.

That is how crazy true I am over my words to you. Hmph! Am sure to change and make you mine again.

God! How much I miss your fats……..

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Missing Baby as she is at the factory because no one is at home to take care of her. BUT now that I am back….. But no keys to the office. I miss doggy baby.

Enough now!!! Must stardieeeeeeeeeeeeeee

NUH Ward 12 Bed 21's view of other's bed makan!!!!

SUPER LOAD OF FOOD

HEY LO!

Great food for pre CNY! Then I was admitted into there. Love can conquer all. I believe. He promised to give me one month’s time. To cool things off before contacting him again.

Am looking forward to 18th March 2010! To message him again. =) Life is full of hope again. =)

_nope, no sleeping pill today_

Had just reached home from the hospital, after having to spend my CHINESE NEW YEAR THERE!!!! So si bei sway cannnnnn~~

However, am super glad to be home. Nevertheless, hence, I SHOULD stop whining and shut up already. Thank god I am agreed an early dismissal. Was due to stay in till MONDAY BUT LAO NIANG CANNOT  TAKE IT ALREADY! No air conditioner, no good food. Na bei. Grumbles grumbles grumbles.

Have so many mails to read and to reply. Sorry to some sweeties but am bombared with work so much so that I cannot reply the fan mails.

But keep them coming as I am reading them with smile on my face. It is sweet to know that without the him in my life, someone out there still cares for me sincerely.

Ratio of hate mail to fan’s mail: 100:1. Great. Am not even bothered to open up stupid mails, much less to say go through them.

SO MANY THINGS HAVE HAPPENED. I missed the Chinese New Year like LITERALLY!!

Going to rest now. Am depleted of sleep, seriously.

-Yawns-

Nights peeps!

We  got back together after the broke up.

I was sad. Really devastated. Now he is really gone. I am feeling the heartache again.

I can’t breathe without him, can’t  do anything without him.  I quit both of my job for him and he left me standing here alone.

Tears are streaming down my eyes. I WANT HIM BACK SO BADLY! The  second break up let me know how much he mean to me. Like an uncontrolled watertap,  I kept crying.

He was there when I need him the most. He was always there for me. How can you find such a perfect men other than him?

He tells me all his secrets. BUT I was the lying bitch behind all the prettiness.  I betrayed  his trust, that’s why hw went away.

My heart is now aching so badly that I cannot even pen my thoughts out.

I am crying like there is no tomorrow. Why? Tell me why? Must you do  this to me.  I cannot live  without you.  You are the reason I am alive. Don’t you see? Why can’t you see it through that it is only you that I want?

Am close to dying. Because only the external pain can cure my internal heartache. I can’t even  breath.

Am crying the pearls of wisdom out. COME BACK TO ME BABY

welcome to the fragile and chip nails club

to the club of ugly nails

 Firstly, we pack our guts, food, money, GPS. And me and Jie Jie drove from one side to another side o te world. Only armed with GPS. “Which exit?!?!?!?” We both frantic. Lol.

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throw the attention on Jie Jie

envious of her lanky fingers despite the nails.

Nevertheless, we got to E!Hub and the Ministry of Nails people were really nice. Now you have to bear with ulgy pictures.

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