Date hit the roof when I told him that I used to have very very chio girlfriends.

Butches are not lesbian as they act like a man and women who dates Butches are not real lesbians as they still prefer a man physically. Only two pretty women together are considered lesbians.

I am a bisexual. Anything goes for me as long as there are feelings involved.

I am a married women in Holland. Considered married. But not in Singapore contextual. Waiting for Date to pop the question in two years time when my probation is over so he can take me away.

I used to be confused about my sexuality. I guess at a period of time I got so sick with men that I decided to convert. But having girlfriends can be troublesome as there will always be a lot of quarrels. Men are more understanding and not so xiao qi generally.

Tentatively, I tried to be a one women woman. But everytime I am dating a women, I two timed her with another man. It will always be me the cheating party.

I am not faithful in love but for Date, I have given my soul and heart and body to solely him. =0)

Guess I have grown up now.

This post is for a girl who confided in me regarding her confused sexuality. We, all at one stage gets confused and not know what you want. It is normal, so do not worry.

This is all I can say regarding my own experience.

Thank you.

Cheers.

So fat and nicely taken. Reach me for more modelling jobs

I wanted to do up a video in Lumiere. To show you how is the spa like and all….

But I was naked so I can’t snap up much.

Don’t want you guys to see my fats.

=P

Do have some modelling pictures I wished to upload. But am so fat, I am not going to do that. Lol.

Be patient. I am 1kg slimmer. Now it is like only 57kg? He he. I used to be 52kg when in Miss World and due to all the stress. Lol.

Video blog aka Vlog is a good thing for me now. Because pictures speak a thousand words.

My date is not your date and your date is not my date. Hence, my date got nothing to do with your date and your date have nothing to do with mine.

I been spending all time with him. Except at night when he have to go home….. But he brings me to work wherever he goes.

Date asks me to go for plastic surgery. What a meanie!!!!!
Ok.

Go to E!Hub to get your nails done and get up to 10% off for all services if you say my name.

Ris Low Boomz! But they are really short staffed so you need to book appointment prior to their services.

alienated fingers

my weak nails

so thin, red and sore

that's why Mr Teh bring me out for ice cream to pamper me

and some of videos for the day, I LOVE MY CAMCORDER!!!!!!!!

Date keeps complaining that I am a bimbo with my spectacles. Stupid idiot him. But I love him so.

I fell down while going to class. On a freaking smooth concrete ground some more and got my knees scraped.

Then Lao Niang got molested! Son of a bitch kanninabuchaocheebye! He pulled down my tube in front of a taxi stand queue la! I told him off and he ran away. Regret keeping that kick I have from Muay Thai. Sigh.

Was crying like a stupid emotion full baby mad hell and Date was patient enough to calm me down.

I got a good life afterall

Let’s see how to deal with the sudden crush in not being able to eat ice creams and brownies. I am suffering from withdrawal symptoms already. HEAD SPINNING AND IN A STATE OF DENIAL.

Doctor says I am leading an unhealthy lifestyle.

So, off with the chips and come with the vegetables.

Sianz……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….Am I going to end my life here?

Some videos to upload!

i think i look scary with make up. =)